“In art and dream may you proceed with abandon. In life may you proceed with balance and stealth.”
But somtimes in art, you cannot abandon everything.
I have been working on my photo final which is supposed to depict how media(newspaper, ect.) can break down an indivdual emotionally
And over the last few days I’ve spent over 15 hours working on it almost nonstop, staring at the images I’ve taken of a beautiful girl with a sad expression on her face, in abandoned areas that are normally full of people(schools and shipping areas). These images, once completed, will have faded newspaper headlines burned into the backround. These photos are fantastic, compositionaly perfect, but this project is throwing me into a sort of deppression. I know the subject personally, she is absolutely perfect in almost everyway, she is intelligent, she’s awesome, and it pains me, to have to depict her in a negative. But, it pains me more that I am unable to tell her how much she has helped me out by agreeing to pose for my photograpy, I keep saying thank you over and over, she modestly smiles and says its really not a problem. If only she knew how much she has truly helped me.
Time lord if you read this know that I am forever in your debt your the best and I fucking love you.